I don’t remember ever being happy. I just remember being gone. Gone out to get drunk, gone from my head while I kiss my girlfriend, gone,out of my head while I watch series, play games or listen to music. But That’s about it. I don’t really like anything. I want to die so bad. I’ve wanted to die for so long there are times when I just get desperate to leave because I am so tired of living like this. And I know I’m not going to change,life has no meaning and I cant find anything to convince myself that I can attach any meaning […]