All I’ve ever wanted was to die. I first attempted to kill my self at 7
I’ve had 8 serious attempts at suicide. Failing at that just made me hurt more. The people that know me would be so surprised at how much fear I’m in. They never see that side of me. But I am so scared. But it’s just waking up tomorrow that scares me the most. I get scared that I might be immortal. I know that’s crazy. I just can’t stanmd the crushing feeling all the time. The panic attacks. I’m rambling now aren’t I?