I don’t even know what to do anymore, why’s that? Cause I don’t even know what’s happening to me. I think of suicide at least once a day, I think the best decision would be to actually try again and succeed. The only reason why I haven’t killed myself yet is my family, I know they love me, I can’t disappoint them. I’m not sure for how long I can do that though. I should be fucking happy, I have a nice family, I have friends, I live in a nice house, but why the fuck do I wanna end it all then?
I wish someone […]