I’ve felt occasionally suicidal for about 6 years now (I’m 19) and it’s been getting bad again. I’m just always anxious and stressed from school even when I am on top of things and am getting stuff done. I don’t like taking the time to indulge or relax because I am afraid that if I stop working, I’ll just stop functioning like I am now. I literally can’t enjoy things because if I do, it disrupts my life. I just can’t look forward to any sort of future where I’m continuously stressed. It doesn’t help that I don’t enjoy my major and can’t think of […]