Some days your fine and the next your so broken… I seriously don’t know what to do I have a lot of anger inside me I hold everything in cause I really don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve been looking at the site for about a year now and I finally joined yesterday and to be honest im so glad I joined. I would talk to my best friend but I feel like she’s tired of hearing me or sometimes I just like to be alone I just shut people off idk why… Today I wokr up thinking positive but now that the day is passing by I fell so sad if I hear our song I just break down. I just never thought he would do this to me but everything happens for a reason. Idk who to trust now I trusted him so much and he just fucking screwed with my head. I think the reason why I’m crying so much is cause he made me feel special when I really wasn’t
Hi to anyone who reads this. I won’t say a lot. But yesterday I lost everything, my bf broke up with me yesterday. This might sound stupid to some but it’s the truth. I was so attached to this boy we got into a stuipd fight yesterday and it escallated very fast. He started calling me a slut which I ain’t. I’m not the type to argue so I didn’t care what he called but it fucking hurt cause I thought he different he seemed so sweet but he just put on a front. Then yesterday he blasted me on fb saying I’m a slut and other things which I never done anything to him for him to be treating me like this. I cried all day yesterday I feel like I lost my soul mate ? I really loved this guy. And this morning I didn’t wanna get up cause I knew I would have to face him today. I thought of killing myslef but then something scary happened I heard my grandmothers voice and I broke down, she has passed away and I thought to myself he ain’t worth it if he really did care about me he wouldn’t have bashed me on fb. I know it’s gonna be hard to get past this ?