What will happen to my body?
I do not find meaning in life, I struggle to be someone and do good things for others, but I always end up doing the opposite.
I have no sense of life, if I were braver I would have finished my existence in my last 4 suicide attempts.
This time is different, I have a weapon and the agony will be less, I only have one question
What will happen to my body? I will not carry any identification, I will die alone, in another state far from where I live.