The coin expressed that the time for waiting is over. I have not decided whether I will die today, but regardless a sign of the end finally arrived; I find that to be slightly more comforting than the thought alone of bleeding out. At least Hell won’t await me on the other side: I will finally be leaving it. I just hope a worse Hell doesn’t await me beyond this one. As for the rest of you, I hate all of you honestly; I really don’t want anybody to reply to this, and I hope it is deleted alongside this worthless throwaway account: This website itself is worthless, offering links to the likes of the Samaritans, which is great if you don’t want help, or anything at all. It’s great if a pat on the back and, “I also think you should kill yourself” is all you want to hear. It also offers links to the suicide hotline, which is great if you like being tied down for days at a time and tortured. I get why such segments exist for those stuck permanently in ideation, but do you think anyone who actually wishes to die cares at all about rules against expressing hatred, or that if they just call a hotline everything will be okay? I certainly hope you aren’t that stupid. Goodbye; if I’m lucky, I will never have to see a bastion of false hope like this one ever again.