i ve always bein negative all my life but i dont know how i got so scared of everything i just want it to stop know i feel empty death lonely and i just want it to stopp.. i got no one to tell this to i cant open up to no one i cant do shitt to feel some relief i havent bein out of my room seens forever and i thought that if i didnt go out and i stayed in my room i would have the little of sanity i had left but i feel the same fear than when im in […]
i seriously want to cut my self till i bleed out or jump of a bridgee… i am soo stupid i hate going out !!!! and no one gettss that because ists stupid and i know that but i still freakk out every time i even think about going out my room and people just make fun of that make me feel like a lacy fukin hur. and maybe they are right am a lazy fukin hurr…
i just want to end this madness in my head