So i got a new boyfriend and i love him alot. I kissed him good luck as he got ready for his band preformance im just scared that the girl i got in a fight will ruin it because i wont be her friend anymore. Since i blocked her from everything. But she was littarly killing me with every punch i took every time i got beat up and everything she said just got me closer to the feeling of death i just want to be happy to make a recovery from my depression i just dont think this girl is gonna let me do […]
EmoChick
EmoChick
I was molested by my brother and raped by my grandpa when I was only 8 years old. My grandma told me she flat out hated me after my grandpa died and I told her I was raped by him. Then I was tooken away and left no contact with my other faimaly besides my dad. My mom says she cares but sends no money for me and has 3 other kids under her belt and she smokes, drinks, does drugs, and is in and out of jail. I had talked to my councler bout my issues before i started getting bullied. One day a kid ask the concler whats wrong with Becca and he told her. Ever since then every kid knows my history. My issues. This year I was diagnosed with depression and I also have STD from when I was raped. Everyone knows my history and no one will let me ever live it down. Some times I dont see the point in living anymore. Even with my depression pills. I still hurt so much I dont wanna live. I feel as if I died the world would be happier. The world woudnt be so cruel if I left.........
You keep on hurting me and keep pretending you didnt do anything wrong when you know you did. It hurt when you do this. I told you your one of the reasons i want to kill myself and you still wont stop. I just wish you were diffrent and didnt hurt me i really want to be your friend.
Okay you do that. After threathing to burn my house down, breaking my nose (having to go get surgery witch cost over $2000), giving me brusies and scares, hiting me with a knife, beating me up, and chocking me. And you say if my dad calls the cops on you that your gonna kill me. Why don’t you kill me already so my dad will just call the cops on you and then my death wouldnt look sucidal but like a murder. It would be perfect you would get the punisment you desreve and i would be in a better place. I cared for you […]
I had a friends who always said she hated me and wanted me to burn in hell. I thought she cared and help her with school and other things. I hung out with her when she needed someone to hang with. She beats me up alot has broken my nose and i had to get surgery from it. We get in alot of fights almost everyday and yesterday she lost it and so did i. I said many things i didnt mean but knew i would never be albe to take back. But I was so upset i cuted my wrist, hands, legs, and my […]
I tried to kill my self the other day by over dosing and didnt succed sadly 🙁 I need another plan the most i did was throw up and know I really want to end it get off this place i call hell. Im done with living but i dont really want it to look like a sucide i want it to look like i died of natural causes
Yesterday I took a hand full of adivil to poisen my self. I threw up blood but I’m fine now still living and breathing sadly and I dont know what to do? Any other ways I can kill my self?