Sometimes i wonder if Â you really love me? I wonder if you really care? Â I wonder if i am the girl you think about? Well I just know i don’t have to be here anymore i’m done with it, i’m done with the pain. I’m done with you and all your lies. So if you can do me a favor and lose my number and don’t call or message me again, i need to move on from you.
Why do i still live? Why do i bother to keep breathing? Can’t i just die? Maybe i will just kill myself now then everyone will be happy and they don’t have to see my face again. That would be much better!! 🙁
You can’t hurt me if i’m already hurt,
You can’t break me, if i’m already broken
You can Kick me all you want, but i won’t scream
You may think you won this battle. But turn around
An your gunna wish you never messed with me!
Now run ***** you just messed with a girl thats insane
Lets see if you can out run me, for i’m your worst enemy
You have fuck with me for the last time, i hope your ready for whats about to happen.
He wont love you long, he will forget you i should know.
But i will help him forget you 🙂
Little box, where are you now? Little box, have you gone to far away? Little box are you lost? Why is it so hard to keep a little box closed and hidden away from people that just want to hurt it. But little box want to be free to do what ever it want to do. But idk if i can let that happen again after all the little box it holds my heart in it. All the thoughts and pain, that i’ve have. Well that little box will be put some where save so no one, and i mean no one can have it or use it againts me ever again.
See these wrist, See these veins, See this blade, Now watch me bleed! You don’t know how hard it is for me not to cut my wrist again, I’m trying to survive this time, i need to live, but your making it hard for me not to do it. I’m tired of all your lies and bullshit! Your sweet to just get in a girls pants, well just go find your self some whores and you’ll be better off. bc i’m not gunna wait around for you to see that i would be better for you then a whore, but you would like to go sleep around and stuff. Well i hope your happy now.
As I put you in a little box of lost dreams and lost loves. I do it with a heavy heart. I donâ€™t want to put you in the box. You are the only one that does not deserve to be in there. But I must so I will not love again. You take all the love I had and pull it in with you. I wish that you were in my heart instead. But I must put you in the box of broken dreams.
There is so many thing that i want to say to you, but i know you wont listen to me. You say you love me but i think you still love your ex way more. I’m so tire of you hanging out with her. I’m tired of always being last on your list to talk to. If you love her still want don’t you go out with her again, and just tell me straight out. Bc the more you lead me on the more i get angry, upset, and the more i will hate you. I’m so tired of it, why cant you just tell her to fuck off, why cant you tell her to leave you alone. Why do you have to talk to her still, I love you, But the more you talk to her, the more my love for you falls. Just like i told you before.
Dark, suffocating darkness, no light
Despairing place with no way out
Chained to a wall inside this putrid place
No hope of happiness coming soon.
So lonely, so very lonely
A body lies beside, but itâ€™s cold
This person is cold, cold of heart
No emotions presents
No comfort, no support, no encouraging words
Only radiating hatred, to keep you where you are.
So lonely, so very lonely.
Chained to this place with a cold person
A person you once knew
A person you once loved
A person you once called your love.
A person who no longer loves you
A person who no longer cares for you.
A person whose main goal is to keep you in this dark place.
So lonely, so very lonely
Dark, so very dark
Chained to the bondage of a Love who does not love you.