I want to die. I have wanted to die for a long time, years in fact. I think about it everyday, I even have a way I want to go, in a fiery car crash, problem is there is no guarantee that I will die, and everytime I am ready, all I can think about is my kids, and how disappointed and sad they would be if I were gone. Its gotten worse in the last year. When I was 30 I thought I met my knight in shining armor, only to find out 8 years later that he sexually abused my girls while telling […]