I have come to the end of my life and have been completely alone for a decade now. I love my children but they onle acknowledge me when the need somthing. When I call them they will force me to go to voicemail and then may or maynot call me back. I’m not a ver productive member of society lately because my health is not good. I am ready to end it all. I just need a way to do it that looks like natural causes. I don’t want to cause anyone anymore pain. So if anyone has any ideas please help me.