Sometimes i feel as though they could help but i haven’t found the correct community for me. I feel very disconnected not sure exactly how things work anymore. My therapist has a very optimistic point of view for me while everyone else seems to have pitch forks for me. Or maybe its just in my brain I see more pitch forks than actual ridicule. That last part that’s what my therapist would say. Currently thinking about entering the workforce like everyone else maybe that might prevent me from being pessimistic. You know staying active.
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I’ve been jobless for roughly over a year. Now I’ve had jobs but they never last. My average time working is only a month. This only adds to my depression and other mental disorders. Once i start working again maybe I’ll won’t be so depressed.
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Was thinking about death by strangulation. Could not go through with it, due to too much uncertainties. Currently 4:30pm central standard time was planning on using a large medical rubber band for strangulation asphyxiation. Was planning on wearing the rubber band from 3pm until i pass out and hopefully die by morning. Since reading about asphyxiation causing brain damage i backed out because i did not want to wake up a lame body individual. Still have other days to try again hopefully my neck doesn’t toughen up. If it toughens up dying from asphyxiation may get harder.