I don’t see a point of me being here. What is the point of trying when no one loves you ( I am not saying that I need to rely on someone to be here I am saying that it would be nice to be heard) I honeslty don’t care anymore. It really is all a matter of time before I am gone. No one sees me hurting. I am usually very vocal and speak my mind, I guess it’s not enough. Everyone is blind and doesn’t need to care. They only care about themselves. I don’t want to be the center of attention I just need someone to see the pain that I feel. I want to give up. I have my suicide date but it doesn’t seem soon enough, I am trying to keep going but when everyone seems to leave you and hate on you there really is no point.