I tried it before…went to the hospital with a pretty damn high number of milligrams in my system…it was a while ago and i’m glad i lived a little bit more..and i don’t know what i’m doing on this site tonight or how i got here.. so much has happened the whole time already and now there’s more. All these stupid technical sounding words that fit into like…ongoing rape at age six and seven, physical abuse and neglect, chronic depression and anxiety disorder that i would never want to fit into… and i see all these people who are just happy even if they’re stressed […]