Has anyone been able to contact him? Is he okay? We have been talking for a very long time almost every day and now he’s quiet, way too quiet… Anyone knows anything?
fearandnofeeling
I’ve decided that I’m giving myself 8 more years and then I’m going to commit suicide if my life doesn’t get even slightly better. 8 years is such a long time, I swear I don’t deserve even half of it. But still, I’ve decided I’m going to give myself a chance, no matter if I’m worthy of it or not.
I’ve finally accepted that I’m meant to be alone and that I wasn’t made to be around people. They are really complicated creatures that have tendencies to be awfully cruel sometimes for no good reason. They will pretend they’re your family, your friends, they will exploit you and when you’re not useful to them anymore or when they’re bored with you, they will stab you in the back multiple times. They will bring you down and break your spirit and in the end you will be the one who’s called evil. Isolation seems like the best option. Sure, it gets super lonely and sooner or […]
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Why do I have to be such an idiot? Every time I try to get close to someone, I always end up with a broken heart. When will I finally learn no one cares about me?
I’m at this point in my life where if I don’t get any affection soon I may finally end myself. I don’t know the meaning of love. My parents hate me. They’ve abused me since I was a child. They’ve always ignored my tears, called me names, pulled on my hair, slapped my face and kicked my back. Those actions have made me very anxious of people in general. I’ve started to isolate myself from everyone so I wouldn’t get hurt anymore. And I’ve been fine with it for years but recently I’ve noticed I’m starved for company. It’s come to a point where it’s […]