I really wanted to stay totally silent, but I wanted so much to clear up a few things but I’m too much of a coward to ever tell the people who’d like to know. Cowardice has been the greatest stumbling block for me. I was afraid of being a normal human being. I was afraid of others realizing I had messed up. That’s why I pushed away my family and friends. When you want to be perfect, your avenues close quickly once you get out in the real world.
Still, that wasn’t really what pushed me over the […]