I just feel so empty..I’m so tired of the same bullshit lines.
“It’s a phase, it’ll pass.”
“It get’s better.”
It doesn’t fucking feel like it. Nothing will ever be okay. I’m just a waste of space and I have no purpose on this planet. I wish I could just disappear. I wish death was an easy process because this life doesn’t seem worth living. No one honestly gives a shit. I tried to reach out for help but I’m just laughed at. Ignored even.
“You don’t even have anything to be depressed about.”
“Just get over it.”
I wish it was that easy. I hate feeling this way. I feel so selfish. I feel like a horrible friend, sister, daughter for even trying to talk about the shit that goes on in my head..and everyone just seems to push me aside…I suppose I’m not worth much. I’m easily replaced. There’s so many different females out there that are far better than I’ll ever be.
It doesn’t feel like there’s much of a reason to fight anymore. I just want to give in already..I want to be at peace..and if I don’t find peace..well at least everyone that was around will be at peace without my dumbass around to fuck shit up. And just like they say..
“There’s plenty of people out there that have it worse than you.”
Then I guess that proves my point. I am pretty pathetic.