well my life has been pretty wel i dont knw i dont even give a shit anymore i just feellike fucking killing myself now but i am afraid to do it. i dont REALY want to but i want to, you know? and like i wish i cud say something about it but im already in fucking rehab right now and im afraid if i say anything about it here theyl send me to a pysch ward and then il really want to. so fuck man i dont kno man i j\\feel stupid writing this but i dont know wat else to do. i jus […]