IM 19 ive been depressed as long as i can remember. but i cant put it down to a reason, no bad childhood, had and have decent friends which i recently started to talk to about this after trying meds and the doctor about a year ago. but still no reason to live. no reason to fight, no Purpose.
It is just so so tiring living so my suicide wont cause others grief, so long ive tried to find a reason to get up the next day. to fight so i wouldnt upset others. but i cant live for others for ever. i just want so […]