I am going through an upsetting time right now. It is enough for me to have almost ended it all a few times already. What keeps me from doing it is my family. I can’t bear to let them go through the anguish of losing me. I feel so trapped. Words are just words, they soothe the pain slightly, but not enough.
I have lost several days of sleep over this as it goes and torments me in my head and heart. The one I loved the most, my partner and my rock, is leaving me. And to make it worst, I am the one who […]