this reminds me of a book i read, a website similar to this. im glad i have somewhere to vent. i just wonder why no methods are allowed to be shared, it honestly would’ve been nice. but back to the juicy stuff. i am a transgender boy in iowa. ive attempted suicide once before. parents never took me to therapy or got me on antidepressants. i came out to my parents via an email from my school. fun. they said they support me, but have not used proper pronouns, name, or discussed me being on testosterone. (i dont even know if i spelled that right.) and they wont even let my cut off my goddamn hair. im pissed and mad. my school actually respects me more than my fucking family does, and being around them is toxic; mainly to my metal health. everything is deterorating and ive been wanting to die. hm, aren’t i unique and original. perhaps when i get put over the edge ill be reincarnated into a biological boy and live a normal life without my depression and anxiety biting my ass constantly.