I’m 21 years old and my life is complete fucking shit, I make rap music but I don’t really have fun doing it, the only fun thing I have done in my life is smoke crack, no other drugs or substances/ life experiences even compare but I only smoked crack a few times, so I don’t really ever do it, I hate everyone around me and I kinda wish they would all just go away and die. I wanna die so fucking badly.