Tonight’s the night.
Hanging is the method I chose. I’m not looking forward to dangling while conscious for 10 minutes but it will be worth it in the end. My bestfriend knows I’m going tonight which is kind of nice. At least I don’t have to hide this from everyone close to me. It’s such a weird feeling to know that these are really my last couple hours of physically being on this earth. I don’t know what happens after death, but I’m hoping for just nothingness. Like before I was born. I don’t know how people live till they’re 78. I’ve been here for 15 years […]