I just can’t seem to get anything done.
I feel like there are so many things that I need to do and that I’m falling behind on, but my mind feels like it is stuffed with cotton. Even if I make a list, I feel as though I can’t remember anything that I have to do. Then I just get frustrated and go take a shower or make food.
I am just so tired of trying to keep up with society. All of the expectations and responsibilities that are thrown on me, I just can’t take it. I don’t feel at all prepared for college, or living on my own. Hell, I can’t even go to a Goodwill to drop off my clothes without freaking out.
(Never did drop off my clothes). I have to rely on so many people in order to get through the day, while they can get by just fine on their own. I’m just weighing everyone down.