I know I’m not really one to talk seeing as I’ve tried twice and failed, though I did come very close to succeeding on both tries. But on the second try I had to time to think as I lay dying. All the people that were around me at that time told me how much they really care, and I could tell they really meant it. And I honestly thought they didn’t, that no one cared and no one would miss me if I were gone. But I was wrong. I just didn’t pay enough attention because I was too trapped in my own little […]
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Heldogtertjie
I was planning to commit suicide for quite some time. And on the 17th of February 2011 I decided that it was time. I arrived at college at about 13:00, just before my class started and told my friend I was going to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and took a handful of my anti depressants with some alcohol.
When I noticed it wasn’t acting quickly enough, I decided to cut my jugular with the blade of an NT cutter. All this time my friend got pretty worried about why I was taking so long, so he asked the receptionist, who was sitting […]