Is this the end? I think it may be. It feels the same, it feels like absolutely nothing. Like the will to live has been sucked out of me. I wouldn’t even describe it as the will to live. It is the complete absence of any feeling at all. There is no doubt in my mind that I would be better off dead. It is an indisputable fact.
The thing I really fucked up on was not doing what needed to be done all those years ago. I knew then that I was never going to be cut out for this world, but I just couldn’t […]