Well, I guess this is it. Its really hard for me to sit down and write this. Its been a long, long time but I think I’m finally ready to end this pain, both for your sake and mine. I am grateful for the years I have had on this earth, but it is my time to leave and go on to a place where I won’t have this stress anymore.
More than anything, I want you to know that this is in NO WAY your fault. I am not doing this because of anything you said or did. I’ve been fighting for so long, but I’ve come to the place where its just not worth fighting anymore. I love you and M so much and I just hope that even though you might feel sad because I’m not here, that you can move on to greater and better things than watching me slowly die inside.
Above all, just remember to talk to each other about how you’re feeling, give each other hugs and just be there for each other. I love you and I’ll miss you loads 🙁 but know that I will always be thinking of you, and if I see Dad on the other side, I’ll tell him you said hi.