have you ever just cried because you’re here, and alive?
have you ever just not even had the strength to lift your own head? i remember sitting in my car three and a half years ago, sobbing as i physically ached from my own existence. it hasn’t gotten any better for me. i still feel like that today. i felt like that yesterday. it didn’t just start three years ago. i’ve always been like this. i remember sleeping over at my best friend’s house at 19, waking up in the middle of the night to hide in her sliding door closet and cry. i cried all through […]