Today was great and I know it will probably ne the last one of these for a long time Im debating going out with at least one good day
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iAmAlOnE
iAmAlOnE
married. 22 years old. out of the army not a very good discharge but since then nothing has felt right.... come to think of it... nothing really ever has....
i really dont know when i lost all controll of my life.. whats worse is my wife (trying to help) keeps telling me you have alot to look foward to.. or youll get through this… but im so tired of “getting through” things… i dont think i have it in me any more. whats worse is i havent really always been like this. but i am now and i cant make it stop.. the last few days i have ben extremely distant and truley contemplating giving up and just getting the task at hand done… but ill be the first to admitt im scared… but […]