On March 19th I hit my breaking point and I felt everything more than I have ever felt before. I cried and cried. I never thought I would ever think about such a thing, but I contemplated suicide, I never knew I could be that low. An all time low. I felt the pain of everything from my entire life, it was all back. I had never hurt so much. I couldn’t repress it anymore it was there. I couldn’t take it, so much pain and emptiness that I could not handle. I looked up how much pain killers I would have to take to […]