I don’t know what is best for me anymore, i want to die but i just can’t do it there’s something stopping me. Why can’t the pain fade away, i’m scared of what the future might hold. That’s why i don’t want to be there
Icicle Tears
I understand that compared to other pople my story doesn’t compare to how bad some people have it, but people find different things harder than other people mayfind it. I’m not as strong as some of you. You’re all so brave compared to me, i’m weak and i know that, if i wasn’t i wouldn’t want to kill myself its just there’s one thing stopping me my mum. he’d be destroyed if i did it but i should do what makes me happy right?
No one cares do they, i may asswell just end all of this pain now then atleast i’ll feel happy
A few night ago i wanted to kill myself, i fid life so hard at the moment i don’t have anyone to talk to who understands me and i just feel so alone and i’m in so much pain. I thought that cutting would help but it doesn’t yet i continue to do it and i don’t know why. My father left me and my family a few months ago for good he lives in Wales now and i haven’t seen him since November, he had n affair yet he kept swapping his mindover and over making me ad my family more and more confused. […]