I don’t know what happened to me. Everything was okay, I was talking to them about this Academy thing, one of them said something and shifted, and I broke down, finding my nails digging into my palm and my vision blurry. Years ago I use to get like this if they hit me or threatened to beat me, but now its getting worse. Just their presence around me makes me rage. And now I can hardly hold it. I tried to let it out by punching the wall or wood and it use to work but now all what I get out of it is […]
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IF1002
I feel like screaming. I’ve had this feeling for years but never got to release it. My day sucked, hell my life sucks. I’ve attempted to end it before, unsuccessful. Nobody in the world can understand what I’m going through. I always have this tension that I can’t get rid of. They always want be to be perfect. But I can’t!?! I don’t have time to write everything besides the fact I want to be dead already. Now about the screaming. Anyone know a good pace where I can just let go without anyone hearing?