I keep having the same dream over and over again. . In my dream I always happen to be cutting myself, and there’s never a clear reason. I always go to far and slowly start bleeding out and then..I wake up. Just like that, everything stops and I just lay for a while because my arm burns and I can feel the blood trickling down my wrist. I turn to look at my wrist and its gone. The burning sensation and the tickling of the blood sliding down. Its gone. I look at it and all I see are scars i left behind. Its confusing […]
lucid-dreams
It’s crazy how much you can love a person, how they won’t ever leave your mind. How even when you can’t feel anything no more and you feel numb, he can make you feel everything. He can make you feel so much. Feelings that you didn’t know you could possibly feel. How when you are just ready to give up..the thought of him keeps you going. How he can love you, knowing how much of a mess you are. How when you loose yourself he somehow manages to find you. It’s crazy. It’s crazy how when you tried to kill yourself, you just start to […]
They locked me up like the crazy person i fear of becoming. Then i slowly became what I for so long feared to become. They locked me up to get me away from the drugs, but then they introduced a new addiction. They locked me up to stop me from killing myself, but when they found me I was already dead.