I am constantly unhappy. My boyfriend is the source of my unhappiness. I can never leave him because in my mind he was my first everything and I love him and will die without him. No one understands what I am going through, they say I am weak for not just dumping him and living my life. I can never leave him and when he tries to leave me I want to kill myself. He is with me but always says it’s over and he has cheated and fucked me on the same day and I have so much honors classes homework that I can […]