Geeze. Anyone else thinking of suicide…think of this: dang it, now I am more broke than I started, have a car wrecked from people rescuing me, an ambulance ride to pay for to boot, lost glasses, clothing cut off of me, no plan b, huge hospital bill coming towards me, as they wouldn’t let me leave the hospital for quite some time, up in the affective disorders unit….and now living in a house with all meds and vitamins locked up. Even using paper bags for garbage…haha…Not to mention, no razor to shave my legs…well…oh and I have to beg for a lighter if I want […]
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indigochyle
I’m posting this because I’m stuck in my own head. I totally screwed up my life when I went off my meds, though it did save my life because I was really really really sick with bad side effects. During the comedown I didn’t taper…like they say….and am surprised I’m here today. Even fought in a psych ward (just got the bill I keep ignoring again today…yay!) to not be on meds now I just have more labels shoved on my head. But I fought to keep off meds….and here I am. Surprised.
I’m numb. I woke up a few weeks ago knowing it was now […]