Twice. The number of times I have tried to end everything, the pain always gets to me. I am a pretty weak person to the point it’s laughable, ironically I am told I am a confident person who is always the light of the room. The funny thing is sometimes even I feel like I am on top of the world and nothing can hurt me, then reality comes back. Two attempts is still not enough it seems, I hear all these stories of people who realise that their life is fixable when on the brink of death. Why hasn’t it happened to me ? […]