Its only a game, why you has 2be so mad , listening to that devil in your head? is your heart ded….stop trixing yourself
I cannot sleep at night! Strange dreams. Had just raided a dungeon with super mario and luigi (i am that toad character), levled up and collected some epic loots, outside the dungeon the princess is having an important meeting and asked us all to be quiet….me and luigi start dancing and singing to the mario theme song, doopdoopduduududu…you know how it goes. At the end of it i run up to the princess a lay a massive fart on her head, she then gets angry as every1 bursts out laughing turns me into a little mini toad lvl 1 and strips me of all my hard earned […]
Been awhile since last posted. I’ve lost interest in everything even the things 1 used 2 enjoy like movies/series, pc gaming,girls, walking in nature even stopped listening to music and used to listen to that daily,cba with friends n family. No-thing holds my interest,all i think about now is doing a next mega trip on mushrooms or death itself, am ready to take that trip soon…..anyone else this way?
we art all suicidal no questioning that, maybe it is a longing for peace or love are true source w/e but really if u had 2 minutes to live what would you say or do for your fellow friends/ beings or loved ones? i will go first off the top of my head quoting a being i view as god incarnate…do and say as u wish <3
Time and space always change, but there is something which is eternal and changeles
I am not the perishable body, but the eternal Self.
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“All substances are part of my own consciousness.
This consciousness is vacuous, unborn, and unceasing.”
Allow the mind to rest in the uncreated state.
Like the pouring of water into water,
The mind should be allowed its own easy mental posture
In its natural, unmodified condition, clear and vibrant.
By maintaining this relaxed, uncreated state of mind
Rebirth into routine game-reality is sure to be prevented.
Meditate on this until you are certainly free
The time has come for you to seek new levels of reality.
Your ego and its name game are about to cease.
Your are about to be […]
every fkin time i sit on the toilet for a terd lately that moment of stillness and quiet is sacred its the only time i get fkin peace its like am trippin an altered state…. got so many friends that show up each day to entertain…takes so much energy 1 becomes less ego and more selfless….it is what it is….also used to complain when no friends would turn up and had all the time in the world for chillin.. i guess balance is key in all things…also the mind is a dangerous tool the universe responds like synchronicity…..just pure being has always relieved me 😉 <3 thx for […]
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stop being a fake some1 and become a godly no1
“Nothing in all creation is so like God as stillness.”
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand’ring bark,
Whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken.
Love’s not Time’s fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle’s compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me prov’d,
I never writ, nor […]
so i didnt pay the internet bill and its way overdue to go off…thing is i downloaded a 1tb worth of movies/series/games/music to keep myself sane..then the un-thinkable happened my fckin hdd went on fire i lost my phone other week also and i fuckin hate tv so ive been sat in the house with no food reading books from the library even put the noose around my neck a few times could not go through with it oh and i trapped my left hand tip of index finger in door and its hangin off ive stuck it back on and its black should go […]
Meditation is the dissolution of thoughts in Eternal awareness or Pure consciousness without objectification, knowing without thinking, merging finitude in infinity.
even with a heart broken 1 see the divine within you all! you art the source pure and forever free stop playing games with yourself be silent and see!
pure empty awareness no self transcendent infinite skylike mind indestructible primordial eternal peace that your true self or ur reborn as a fkin ignorant worm dont roll the dice with the youniverse remove those created barriers and become free <3
i just made the previous post i apologise for my behaviour yeh i was in a deep coma for over a week and near death i came out of it i went into it with such megolomania and expierences i cant explain but i still want to say i feel and know in my heart nothing is to fear and love is forever no point going into it looll
so here i am fk my life story or the fact ive been suicidal 5 yrs from a broken heart and browsed this site im drunk enough now to go buy more drink and hang out in the woods i can do it im ready for it i know what it is but this whole time i didnt want to hurt my family now im ready to go i really want peace and have this bull shit family scenario hanging over me although they was the 1s that fked my heart ffs…….should i go do it 2nite????????