I want to servive something.I feel like if i try to and servive i would have won something for once in my life
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I fantasize about ending my life for years .every I conversate in my head justifications and rationalize why my children will be ok with it and understand that i just needed to finally have rest and peace. they should not be mad beacause who would want to make someone sufferin a life like i have.No support no financial help no sacricfice for me no one finds me worthy enough to help out .i dont get it .I would help me. I am a good girl. taking care of myself since 8 yrs old.No child should have to. and alll the abuse I have had to servive .not fare.