why is it that i cant open up?
im always the girl who covers up her pain with a smile
im scared of anyone seeing the real me
the one who takes pills, drinks, and cuts
its not right i know
but it feels so good
in a way i wish someone would find out
just so they know the real me
but what if they hate me for it
i want someone to actually care
even though i dont care anymore
im not the perfect daughter my parents have built me up to seem
but they deny me being anything other than that
i dont think i can go on much longer
the only reason im still here […]