I’m tired of life- it has nothing to offer anymore- everyday is exactly the same and no matter how i try, nothing changes- it’s dull and boring and lifeless- it feels like life has been predestined for me in a sense, i don’t feel i have control over it (like living out some sort of prewritten script) and i don’t have anything to gain from it anymore whatsoever. I’m always expanding way more time, focus and energy on doing things than necessary and everything’s meaningless to the extreme. 21, never liked a girl to ask her, out, have no career in mind, bare minimum ambtion, high-school education and no interests, living at homeÂ
I’ve always wondered what […]