in all reality when i try and think of the reason i am suicidal i can’t think of anything. im 19 years old, i still live with my parents, i dont have a job, and the love of my life is with someone else. to me none of this in context gives me any right to feel bad for myself or dare i say kill myself concidering the hardships majority of the people on here go though. i want to do it becasue i hurt her. i left her when she needed me and im never going to forgive myself for it. if it would take […]