It is hard living under a mans roof your whole life when he hates you to the guts. Everytime I can hear him talking about me through the thin door in my room. He doesnt say nice things.
It is hard living under a mans roof your whole life when he hates you to the guts. Everytime I can hear him talking about me through the thin door in my room. He doesnt say nice things.
Hi all. Anyone here who remembers me? Used to come here alot back in the day. That in the title used to be my username but I don´t like it anymore. I still am quite pathetic but calling yourself pathetic is REALLY pathetic. That means that every time you call yourself pathetic you are actually right. Think about that. But its a cyclic definition, a definition that defines itself, which by logic is wrong. I think depression in general is a lot like that. A cycle, loophole logic error in the brain that creates itself and justifies itself. That is why I think it´s hard […]
Finals are comming. Like everything its a lose lose scenario. If i fail the finals Im just a piece of shit and a total burden to anyone, parasyte sucking off my parents at 21 years of age with no results. If I pass nothing changes and my shitlife continues and Im gonna spend another minimum 3 years in this house till I finish college IF IT GOES WELL. Fking bright future!
I had nightmares last night after long time (I smoke pounds of weed daily so no dreams anymore usually). I was very depressed today. Cried at one point. I would like a girl […]
21 birthday coming soon and I am not ready. I am still not ready to have an intimate relationship and I dont know if I ever will be. I think I made some progress over the years but then I just feel like Im the same shit I always was. I am not ready to kill myself either. I am stuck. Which one will it be? I wish someone would just like me randomly but I understand.. I dont like myself either. Or if someone just killed me randomly like a car accident. I just want the universe to decide it for me and take […]
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