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October 5th is the day i finally do it. October 5th. 2 days after my birthday
2 days before my brothers
That way, they can still post all the happy comments and my brothers isn’t bothered by my death
Im ready
“Yes ma, im fine” i state whilst looking her directly in the eyes with long sleeves so she can’t see the abuse I’ve put my arms through.
“No ma, there’s nothing wrong” i say as I’m staring at the bridge im gonna commit suicide off of
“I love you too ma”. And thats the one i truly mean.
I love you more than i love anybody in the world. And im so sorry for what im gonna put you through, for the anguish you’re gonna feel that your daughter died
I love you ma.
https://youtu.be/iS6ywB3x0l0
My dad wanted to abort me when i was a fetus but my mom refused.
Why did you have to go and make that decision mama?
You know,
I almost feel like having situational depression is so much easier.
With situations, as soon as the issue is resolved, your bad thoughts will go away
But what if… what if the problem is you?
I pay my car payment 2 months early
I have more then enough money left over to survive each months
I have 4k in my savings at 20, a car, zero debt, GREAT credit, a family that loves me, friends that love me, a man that cares more about me then he should, going back to school in a few days and i should be joining the army in […]