hi.
i am ready.
ready to go.
ready to leave.
i feel this calmness. i feel almost empty. but not in a bad way. in a relaxing way. it’s weird tbh. but it feels right. this is what it feels like to be ready. i’ve been suicidal for about 7 years and i’ve had some pretty bad days when suicide urges were sky high but it was never like this. i wasn’t ready then. but now… now i am.
i wanted to make this post so i can kinda leave my footprint in the world you know? i wrote my suicide notes but i still have things to say but […]