the people who claim that it’s going to get better have no fucking idea what they’re talking about – exactly who are they talking about when they say it works – for some maybe – but they have no idea for whom it does or doesn’t work and they keep trying and probing – but really – they have no idea – so they’re doing it for themselves – THAT’s why they’re doing it – they have no fucking idea that while they keep us hanging on – it gets worse – hope – no hope – hope – no hope – hope – no […]
janedoesez
I used to have more hope – I used to tell myself – I’ll try this – I’ll try that – maybe it’ll get better – are the abuse and depression program more than 35 years or are they a lifetime program? Man – I DID NOT Sign up for this shit
To sleep perchance to dream…or smoke my lungs out because I probably wont’ die in my sleep
So much anxiety and stress and lack of control over my feelings…to live in this mind is torturous…I can’t get myself to kill myself though. I don’t want to use a gun, or jump off a bridge, or jump in front of a train or bus. Too violent. I don’t want to slit my wrists, take pills or drown myself. I am afraid I will simply end up maimed or an invalid, which would make life even harder. I just want to die in my sleep.
I used to have a high paying job, but had to quit because I couldn’t stand the stress, partly because […]