I’m 18 years old. I’m a lesbian. I’ve lost the love of my life to my depression. I live with bi-polar depression. Its killing me slowly, I love people to much but I always hurt them. Christina is the love of my life and she’s with Nina now. It kills me I tell her I’m happy for her when really I’m dying from her being either her. She tells me she still loves me but she doesn’t wanna be with me I’ve hurt her to much maybe its because I tried to control her life and all I ever wanted to do was be with […]