For some reason, today that is all I can think about, that STP song Dead and Bloated. Im not entirely sure why, today has been better than most. I got more tattoo work done today, that is what I do instead of cutting myself, that and heavily self medicate.  I feel like I have something to write, I just don’t know what it is.  Maybe I don’t really have anything to say.  I could just be so ego driven that im sure I have something important to say…….or I could just be tired of having something to say.  Maybe there is a difference.   Maybe I […]
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As i siad yesterday I keep feeling my time is near, I was right. Â It is. Â See ya on the flipside.
Not really good at this, never posted anything on the internet before.  Hmmmm, I am not a teenager,  desperately poor, medically uncomfortable or in any way outside of normal.  I have a career, a beutiful daughter and a wife that wants to be with me. There has always been something there, and i cant explain it. It won’t go away. It is an expression of anger, mistrust, and fuzzy grey whiteness that will not go away. On the outside I am sociable, happy, a people person. On the inside I hate myself for not being the real thing, and the worst part is not being […]