I have been thinking about this for sometime….I have a gun (taken from my dad) two bullets (just in case one is a dud) and I know where to go. I actually lay in bed and think about my walking to this spot and doing it. It actually makes me feel good. wtf, Ihave made such a mess of my shit life, I always made the wrong decision or have my hopes raised very high , then I get an “im sorry, we cannot hire you” or you have not been chosen. I have tried to make things better but as soon as they seem […]