I attempted suicide for the first time just a few days ago… I am still here, however. I took 33 sleeping pills and drank more than enough vodka to get really messed up. I’m not going to lie, I woke up the next day and hated myself even more for still being alive. There have been many horrible events in my past that to be honest I don’t even care about right now. See, I had the greatest friend in the world, he was always there for me, helped me get through any obsticle put in my way. He couldn’t of been a better friend, […]